Monday, December 7, 2009

Fall Again

I haven’t updated my blog for a very very long time... Sorry about that, a lot of things happened beyond my expectation, and I have a catch up to do.

Looking back, I am glad that I made it through the ‘new stuffs’. New place, new environment, new friends, new everything. But then still I got stuck and knocked down. Now, I am waiting nervously about my examination result that will be released this very Thursday. It is hard though to skip freshman year and jumped to sophomore without any idea about what the challenge I’m going to face. There are no senior that friendly enough to referred to, the whole batch is weird, most of my classmate… well, most of them did not understand my situation and hardship while the lecturers are intimidating [except for a very few of them that is friendly but then it was halfway through the semester and sure enough it is too late]. As for now, don’t really know what to expect. Sigh…

The fact that I always get depressed now is bugging me. So, I am going to try a lot of new cake recipes I got from my cousin that just got back from New Zealand. Baking makes me happy, so I am going to bake away my nervousness and eat away all the sadness, start with caramel apple cake.

Feel free to join me.